Showing posts with label normal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label normal. Show all posts

Saturday, July 18, 2009

New Normal

I've been wanting to write about the actual funeral and wake for the last few days, but so far all attempts seem to fall short. I'll keep working on it, and hopefully, something worthy will emerge. The one thing I can say is I was blown away by the people who came to celebrate the life of my mom.

In the mean time, we have returned home for a bit. And I am so relieved to be here. I want life to return to normal. And, while I honestly would like to go back to the normal that existed on July 7. I know that I need to start establishing a new normal for myself and my girls.

The first part of that seems to be catching up on sleep. My baby slept in until 9:00 this morning, and went down for what turned out to be four hour nap at 11:00. The older one took a three hour nap (as did her mother). And all signs are ago for normal bedtimes tonight.

The next part is presenting more of a challenge. I know for the sanity of my children, my husband, and my self, I need to establish some type of routine. Some parts will be easy, like going back to the gym. I'm serious. My body is screaming for the exercise, and I have come to far to go back. Plus, I have a standing appointment with a good friend-makes it a little harder to skip.
But what about chores? Or finding time to work on the barrage of estate stuff that is already starting to come my way? Or making sure that the girls are getting enough stimulating activities? Or swim lessons? And how am I supposed to do this while going back and forth between two homes for the next several months?

I am the type of girl who loves schedules, and am at a loss. Any suggestions are truly welcome.